Apr 13, 2008

The Saharawi Occupation and Who You Meet Along the Way

I was walking down a cobble-stoned road on my way to Michelangelo's Piazza at the top of a hill in Florence. A middle-aged guy, thin and fit looking, was the only other person sharing the winding street with my two friends and me. At one point, he stopped, pulled out a tour book and began looking for directions. "You need help finding something?" I called over to him from across the road. We met each other half way and he told me that he was following a walk that led him to the top of Michelangelo's Piazza. "Right this way, mister...we're heading in the same direction."

Glenn Hooker was this smiley man's name, Australian Business Development Manager an Aussie VoIP provider, father and soccer coach to his 5 and 7 year old sons, and husband to his entreprenurial wife.
"What are you doing here in Florence?" I asked.
"Well actually, I just finished running a marathon in the Sahara Dessert, and I was on a team with a bunch of Italians, so I decided to finish up my trip with a week touring Italy."
"Wait, what?! A marathon in the Sahara? Was there some sort of cause involved?"
"Actually, yes." And then like it was just part of his daily life he said, "The marathon was to raise money and awareness about the situation of the Saharawi people. I spent a week living with them in their refugee camps and learning about their struggle, and now my whole mission is to go home and educate people about their situation"
Obviously intrigued I said, "Well, here's the chance to start...let's hear it."

(Saharawi Refugee Camp. photo stolen from www.medea.be)

And that's when the whole story came out. For the next 45 minutes Glenn and I walked and talked, as he told me the story of his experience living with the Saharawi people in mud huts and tents in the Smara and Dajla camps of Algeria. He told me about the kindness, toughness, and brightly spirited personalities of the Saharawi people. About the unbearable heat that was apparently "ideal" compared to sandstorms of past marathons that wiped out the entire camp in a matter of hours. About the community garden that was a few hundred square meters; not large enough to feed the 30,000+ people living in Dajla, but good for the spirit of self-sufficiency. And then he told me the politics of the situation--what I hate hearing the most because I hear it all too often--the story of thousands of innocent people oppressed and violated due to greed, money, and a hollowness that easily forgets the value of human beings. The reason why this marathon was needed.

Glenn did his part to pass along his knowledge of this situation to me, and now it's my turn to pass that knowledge to you. Here is a quick summary of the background of the Saharawi refugee camps in Algeria--one of the only places in the world the UN acknowledges as non-self governing. (Thank you Glenn, for providing most of this information).

It's the late 19th Century and Europeans are colonizing all over Africa when Spain claims the land occupied by the Saharawi's, the indigenous people of the Western Sahara. Saharawi nationalists fought through the 1950's, 60's and 70's to reclaim their land, even forming their own representative group, the POLISARIO. In 1975, the POLISARIO were on the verge of independence, when Spain signed a clandestine treaty with Morocco and Mauritania to split the land into three instead of granting liberation. (The Saharawi people were one of Morocco's biggest allies in their struggle for independence from the French, by the way).

The result led to an unfortunate armed struggle and tens of thousands of Saharawis fled their homes in Western Sahara as Morocco dropped American napalm and phosphorous bombs on civilians. Facing aggression from countries both north and south, the fleeing Saharawis turned east, to Algeria. There, they were granted asylum and began to build refugee camps in an area of the desert considered uninhabitable. The task of creating a new life in exile fell to the women while the men remained at battle. Saharawi women developed committees and systems for health care, education, day care, social affairs, resource distribution and played an active role in the political process.

Today, most of the indigenous people of the Western Sahara continue to live in the refugee camps set up during a time of struggle. 80% are women or children, and despite living with conditions considered "inhospitable", these spirited people would rather endure and chose a life in exile, than live under the rule of a government whose reign has sought to erase their existence. (http://www.wsahara.net/camps.html)

A referendum to decide the fate of the country has been proposed and accepted by the UN, but has never come to pass. What can we do? Raising global awareness will play a significant role in forging a resolution and ending the suffering of the Saharawis who face gross human rights abuses in the occupied areas.

Sometimes as Americans we let our geographic isolation keep us from international awareness. But if Glenn Hooker living in Australia can make the choice to leave his comfort zone and explore the challenging realities of a foreign group of people, we can try to do the same. After writing me an impressive list of triatholons, iron man races, and marathons that he's previously participated in, Glenn wrote to me in our most recent e-mail, "Anyway, if I can particpate in a few of these challenges that have great causes behind them then it's happy days!" To me, this statement captures quite well Glenn's lighthearted but also serious committment to doing good in the world, and I feel truly inspired.

Please, share this story with others. And if you have any stories you think people ought to know about, send me an e-mail and take some space here as a guest blogger.

To learn more about the Saharawi situation, check out these websites:

http://www.wsahara.net/camps.html (history, geography, etc)
http://www.waronwant.org/Profiting20from20the20Occupation3AOther20Resources+10860.twl (politics, corruption, etc)
http://www.rjr.ru.ac.za/rjrpdf/rjr_no27/Sahawari_struggle.pdf (a first hand story of the struggle)
http://travel.webshots.com/album/558320295cWgAvC (pictures)

My heart is heavy and aching today with compassion, a tinge of sadness, and that unavoidable thing called HOPE after reading through tons of articles and looking over too many pictures. Thanks for spreading the word...

Peace,
Rachael

PS--Apologies for being so disconnected from this blog lately. I only have 3 weeks left in Florence and I'm soaking in as much as possible. I'll try to update about my spring break in Ireland, along with other amazing experiences soon. All my love!

Mar 21, 2008

What Italians Do Better...

No, I'm not talking about gelato or pasta... I'm talking about healthcare. (Although, I must admit, they take the prize on the former also)

This past week for me has been like a rollercoaster of sickness in more directions than imaginable. From a sinus infection, to a fever and chills, to a wisdom tooth swelling my bottom gums and paining me to smile--my reasons for misery have been plenty! Even more, I'm leaving for my spring break to Dublin tomorrow, for which I'm extremely excited yet nervous because traveling while sick is never the best idea.

As to be expected, I've been having moments of panic thinking about going to a doctor, then trying to figure out how I'd pay for the visit and any medications prescribed to me with my limited insurance and low budget. Then I remembered... I'M IN ITALY! Healthcare is not only extremely affordable... it's practically free! Better yet, oftentimes no doctor is needed in order to receive the exact antibiotic that you're looking for. Through the grapevine I heard that you can just walk into the pharmacy, tell them your symptoms, and be given exactly what you need to heal your woes. So I figured I'd give it a shot.

15 minutes and 30 euros later I was the happiest patient ever! With 2 antibiotics for my sinuses and an all-natural anti-bacterial spray for my gums, I am completely set for traveling. My attitude has sky rocketed, and I feel better already knowing that I don't have to worry about feeling miserable and sick during spring break. What a relief. No doctors, no insurance companies, no long lines and annoying processes. Just the medications I need at an affordable price and in a timely manner.

So I've been walking around ecstatic all day blabbing to my friends about the great news. A few of them--especially the Italian ones--just chuckle at me. Americans they think, So excited about something so normal to us. But for me, the American who pays 10-50 dollars for a prescription AFTER my insurance deductions, doctors visits, and long lines at the pharmacy, this is quite the steal!

Point is, America, we've got this healthcare thing all wrong. Politicians and pharmaceutical companies are so intertwined that even when we have presidential candidates promising us reform, we have no one promising us what is absolutely necessary: a step away from corporate greed and bureaucracy that profits off of human illnesses. We must begin to learn about the different systems and alternatives that would be most comprehensive and cover the most people with the best quality at the lowest cost. I personally, along with many progressive doctors and politicians, believe that the single-payer system is the way to go. (Read more about single-payer here at http://www.pnhp.org/). If you're interested in seeing more about the healthcare issue in the States, I would highly recommend Michael Moore's Sicko. It's one of his best documentaries yet, and focuses on the issue at hand more than a political bias.

Well I hope that you're all enjoying your spring break in good health and happiness. And if you're fighting the healthcare insurance companies over one thing or another, I advise you to book a flight to Italy, get what you need at a pharmacy, then stay at my place for a week and make a vacation out of it. I can guarantee it'll be the best trip to the pharmacy you'll ever make!

Ciao,
Rachael

Mar 16, 2008

Parigi! (Paris in Italian ;)


Ru and Jodi at a tapas resturant in HOTlanta. Summer of '06.

We'd been planning this trip since the time we figured out our semester's abroad in Europe would all overlap. Jodi, my long time soul-mate, is studying Music and English in London right now. And Ru, an incredible Croatian woman who we met at an international hostel in Atlanta, is working on her masters in French and English in Paris. So last weekend after much anticipation and e-mailing back and forth, we all met in the middle. My friend Anna who's studying with me here in Florence also joined in on the fun.

The trip was flavored with all kinds of ingredients: crepes of every assortment, red wines to the nine (ok, they were 2 euro bottles), cappuccinos on the corner, toss a few sexy Argentinean men in there, and some KFC to make you feel right at home.(Hey!--when it's pouring rain in every direction, there's no where under 20euros for lunch and you need a place of refuge...fast!...KFC's good for it!)

Exquisite tastes aside, Paris was nothing like what I was expecting. (This is what happens when you go places without reading or researching practically anything before hand...) It was much more quaint and quiet seeming on the outside. Yes, the city is HUGE, as we quickly learned after spending probably 1/5th of our time on the Metro...but when you're walking around outside, there's such a pleasant, clean, relaxed feel to things. Nothing like huge, dirty cities in the U.S. (NYC, Boston...). Maybe it's because so much of the traffic is happening underground on the Metro...they've got a really great system.

So we did most of the touristy things, which were really nice--Notre Dam was absolutely beautiful on the inside; the Impressionist Art Museum had a great exhibit with some of the first photographs ever taken; the Lurve...incredible architecture and tons to appreciate when you're not on the same floor as the Mona Lisa--when you are, it's just a sweaty hell; Mount Martre and the Moulin Rouge windmill; and of course, the Eiffel Tower.

Ah, the Eiffel Tower... so beautiful... and to make it even better, Jodi, Anna and I picked up 2 bottles of cheap red, brought along some empty water bottles, and when the time was right, overlooking the river and the tower, we popped those babies open and had one of the most romantic moments of our collective lives--sipping cheap red from water bottles, giddy that the Eiffel Tower was "having sex with the sky" (it did this pulsating, sparkling thing every half hour that would last for about 10 minutes and get really fast at the end before it stopped...sounds like sex to me), and to top it all off (no, not in that way, gutter-brains..) it was international WOMAN'S DAY!!!--A holiday widely celebrated across Europe with the giving of mimose flowers. So naturally, in English, we cheered happy woman's day to every woman that passed. The whole evening was flawless. Except when we missed the last Metro home, wandered around aimlessly for about an hour, then finally agreed to take a taxi which was surprisingly inexpensive. 1 point for the French!

Actually, despite all the bashing that the French always get, I think they do a lot of things right. They're the artists of the world who say they need vacation time so their minds can rest and their creativity can harbor. I say more power to them! Who says the rest of the world's got it right? Maybe they can be a little snotty, but maybe they just feel misunderstood (shout out to all the NFs of the world)...

And this is when you can tell that my thoughts are getting blurry, and my mind too lazy to write coherently. Apologies for neglecting this blog more than anticipated... I think shorter, more frequent posts might be good... I'll post some pics from Paris if Jo sends them to me. Unfortunately, my camera died part way through...

Ciao lovers,
Rach

Mar 2, 2008

Everything Must Change


(Written Saturday afternoon)
Yesterday was a day of hopeful letdowns. I went to bed the night before with a mission to do two things the next day: go to the Boboli Gardens and Michelangelo’s Piazza. It was strange moment though--one of those times when I knew no matter how set in stone my plan was, and how easy to accomplish it would be, something was bound to get in the way. Well, there's nothing like trusting my intuition 'cause that baby knows what's up! For more excuses than I care to explain or you probably care to hear, I didn't accomplish my plan. My entire day consisted of a series of wrong-time-wrong-place situations added to my already miserable drippy nose and broken cell phone, making it all too easy to just give up on the plan and spend most of the day reading depressing poetry in an English bookstore near the Duomo.

Allura, I've found that there's no worse feeling these days than when I feel like I've wasted a day here--a day in Florence, a day in Italy, a day in Europe that could have been more, more, more than what it was, was, was. And then my internal thoughts go something like this: WHY did I NOT follow through on my PLAN that was supposed to be so EASY? What's WRONG with me? I'm in ITALY--what am I doing wasting this day?

In all honesty, I just have to laugh at myself. Of course I didn't accomplish the easiest plan in the world that I had all day to do. Of course not! Because when I woke up yesterday morning (or better yet, when I went to bed the night before), I knew I didn't really want to go to the gardens or piazza anymore--I felt sniffly, sick and gloomy. But I didn't want to give up on the only thing that seemed worthy of my precious time here. I didn't want to let go of The Plan (meaningful experiences only possible in Florence) and leave things up to The Universe (probably meaningless things available world wide; ie, my laptop and snot-filled tissues).

But I'm convinced that sometimes we makes plans to do tangible things because we know that we have tons of soul work to do. We write: buy toilet paper and new sponges, and go to the museums and gardens, to avoid writing: be honest, be brave, and trust yourself (even your lonely or bad-mood self). We spend days accomplishing lots of things but nothing that we really needed. Nothing that was really what our heart was calling out for.

So yesterday was one of those days where I tried my ass off to accomplish what I didn't actually feel like doing--and I never accomplished it.

But today, on and on like a mantra, the phrase "everything must change" sang to me on constant repeat. I woke up and knew that today was going to be different. Without the slightest plan in mind (no, I was not going to try at the gardens and piazza again...not yet), I was ready to greet whatever the Universe had in store for me. I was ready to listen for what I actually wanted, what I actually believed was important for this day and this moment in this place. And suddenly, my cell phone rings and it's my roommate Anna asking if I'd go to brunch with her. Of course! Says the girl who hasn't seen signs of life in ages, seemingly.

Brunch was delicious and even better thanks to such honest conversation between Anna and I. So as we're walking home, there's a hair salon that I decide to peak my head into. I've been contemplating chopping off my hair for some time now, but I've never had the feeling that it was really what I wanted--just a fluky thought. So I peak my head in and ask them what they think of me going-afro style...to which all the people in the salon replied that they thought it would be absolutely beautiful and they could do it right here, right now, give me your jacket, do you want to be shampooed?, we'll give you a student discount, here's a picture, is this what you want?

John Lucca was his name and I am in love with the way he took an electric razor to my hair and perfectly buzzed it into place. The feeling I have from finally letting go of the idea that I need a certain hair style or image to be myself is so liberating. I don't need that length to feel the length of me. I can just let it go and let loose. What a feeling.

I've never felt so positively effected by a hair cut in my entire life. I feel like taking the scary step to buzz it all off gave me so much courage today--courage that I really needed. Courage to be strong enough to admit my clarity, to be kind and honest enough to gently break the Truth to someone who really needed me to say it, to be wise enough to let go of the missed imaginings, to be peaceful enough to embrace the beautiful present.

Sometimes we make lists of things we don't really need to do and we fill our days trying to get them done. But sometimes, those things can be magically meditative, and just doing them can be enough to clear our minds and lead our strides exactly where they ought to go.


What magical places has the Universe led you lately?

All my love,
Rach

Feb 25, 2008

"The universe will lead you to where you need to be"

The musician Ben Lee said this to Jodi when she met him at a concert a few summers ago, and the quote has always been one that we've carried with us throughout our serendipitous experiences. Even in moments of doubt or loneliness, I still believe that there is purpose and meaning in the steps that we take, the people we meet, and the situations we land ourselves in. And believing in our purpose, be it known or unknown, gives hope that in fact, we are heading in the right direction...this is the direction of my life (and yours) and there's simply no other direction or way that it could ever be traveled.

I got to talking with an Italian the other night who said to me that only after the passage of time, a few years or so, can people know if their decisions were "right" or "good" or not. While I know there's some truth to this, it's just never been my way of thinking. In Rome this weekend I was anxious to part from the endless guided tours and find a piazza with a fountain and a cafe where I could sketch or journal and sip red wine. So I hopped on the bus having almost no clue what I was doing (which almost always excites me, even in foriegn cities where I barely speak the language... HA!), and got off where I thought would be the closest stop to Piazza Navona (needless to say, I was wrong :). So, after trekking the city by foot for over an hour, I gave in and settled for a really cute cafe on a street corner where I was the only American in the room. This is what I wrote:

It's a difficult concept to swallow--imagining that you possibly could have made a better life-altering decision that in theory, could have led you to a better, happier, more perfect place. BUT, I know that if we continue to listen to our deepest voices of truth and passion, when we do not ignore or neglect our intuition, then there is no "right" or "wrong", only the way it has to be; only the reality of being human and trying our best; only the humility of accepting imperfections and embracing that scary possibility that some other way could have felt better. And yes, I am too small to know which way or how. But as I breathe in a small breath and take in this small moment of sitting alone with my wine and journal in an anonymous Roman cafe, I'm okay with being too small to know. This life is more than enough. And I know I am exactly where I need to be. Right here, right now.

Allura, I hope today you can find the space to accept the sometimes-daunting truth that your life is magical just the way it is, your steps are in the only direction possible, and they're leading you to exactly where you need to be. I know I'm in Italy, so of course, it should be easy (and in so many ways it IS easy), but there are challenges and struggles and decisions I've had to make, maturations I've had to grow into, a better person I've had to become--and all I can do is follow my gut and trust my instincts that this life in still on-going, and no decision is ever static. With that, I know that not only can I continue moving forward, but in fact, that is the only thing for me to do.


And I'll leave you with a little peak into some of the magical places the universe has led me of late:
1. BeBop open mic 2 hours too early for the open mic, but just on time for the owner's birthday party. Mi casa e tu casa in Italia, so they stuffed me like a Thanksgiving turkey and basted me with all the wine in the world. Non importanta io parlo Italiano un po, perche loro conoscono io voglio parlare Italiano! Allura, proviamo insieme. (Not important that I only speak a little Italian, because they know that I want to speak Italian!...So together we try.) Then I listened to some of the most incredible voices I've heard live in a long time, and found the balls to get up and sing 2 of my own tunes (1 that I wrote here!) and a Joni cover all acapella.
2. With Devra on the weekend of my birthday: the top of a great hill with a castle in Assisi just as the sun was setting behind the georgous Italian Alps. (Also located here, the nicest port-a-pottie I have ever seen or used!) All thanks to missing the school-organized trip that would have had us in and out of Assisi before lunch!
3. The blissful Borghesi Gardens a Roma after a hectic and exhausting 3 days of running around like a chicken with my head cut off. There were trees and grass and fountains beyond belief!--one thing I terribly long for in the cobblestoned Baroque city of Firenze.
4. And again! Bliss through olive & cyprus trees and ancient palaces in the Villa Adriana an hour outside of Rome. The best way ever to recompose and recoup after Rome...

5. But nothing could compare to the Tivoli Gardens, which has to be one of the most peaceful and beautiful man-made places I have ever been to.




All my love and trust to you on this sunny Tuesday in Florence. A presto, amori...

Feb 20, 2008

Pictures Speak Louder than Words

If I weren't overwhelmed with so many fun and incredible things to do, I'd probably be updating this blog a lot more often... Allura (SO), here I present you a small photo-slide show of my favorite moments in the past weeks:


Sara, Devra (roommate), and Kate playing dress-up/photo-shoot in Devra's silk dresses


cute booties (Melissa, Carolina, Sasha, and Anna) in the beautiful town of Viareggio


Me, Anna at a pizzeria in Venice before going out for Carnival festivities


A shadow of the Duomo over Florence after climbing it's 400 stairs


Tomorrow morning I leave for ROMA... hopefully by then my laundry (that includes all of my socks and underwear...) will be dry so I don't have to go comando to the previous empire of the world. Meh, but, "when in Rome..." ;)

Ciao ciao!
Rach

Feb 10, 2008

A Room with a View


Here I sit on my bed in Florence, morning sun shining through my open shutters, and Brunelleschi's world-famous Duomo towering before the light. That's right, she stares at me in the morning and watches me undress at night. What a life. I love it. I've been reading people's thoughts on Firenze and there are so many warnings to avoid la Piazza del Duomo, known for the thousands of tourists who pass through every day. But I have an advantage over the herds of Asians, Americans, Italian school kids, Immigrant street vendors, and Gypsy thefts--a literal advantage over the whole buzzing scene as I sit at my window with a smirk on my face. I can't help but chuckle at the dumbfoundedness and mayhem. I could take pictures for hours on end of tourist faces and pseudo-photographer body positions as they try desperately to capture the entire magnitude of il Duomo in one dinky shot. (Good luck!) Or the way the gypsies know exactly who to ask (or who not to ask=§) for a little extra spare change. And of course, how a man and a woman can't even talk without a 2€ rose thrown in their faces and a tricky situation as he tries to say no without offending the woman.

But nevertheless, despite these quarks and potential annoyances, it would kill me to tell someone, "Avoid this piazza if you visit Florence". If not for the architectural genius that draws so many to its doorsteps each day, one MUST visit this piazza--at least for witnessing these clusters of life, these exchanges of oppotunity, that make up the huge cultural element of Florence known as tourism.

I love my location right in the heart of this ancient city where hardly any walk home poses a serious threat. I'm no more than 3 minutes from all the best bars, clubs, and music venues in Florence, and the streets by the Duomo are some of the best lit in town. Is this really my front yard for the next 3 months? Yes. Yes it is. Somebody pinch me!

All my love and wishing you grand adventures wherever you might be these days...
Pace,
Rach

(and my view in the other direction)